Day Dreaming

Sometimes I just wish that all the buildings would disappear. And all the trees,cars,street lights,people, animals, ... just everything. Just so I can see nothing but the sky. Endless blue with clouds or without. Its all beautiful to me
I want to move to the country,some rural place far from here. Skinny me and Michael. Forever.


But there's a hindrance. I know how to get skinmy,how to be skinny but how do I stay skinny? Even those deepest in denial know that you cannot starve forever. Its a forever thing sure,but its a vicious cycle too.

And one day i want kids. I can't have them in this state. So. Then what?


I had an orange
Beside a diet soda to get me through class, I'm done eating today